One thing you don't know about me is......
Most don't know how much pain I actually carry inside and how angry I actually am. Most of my friends sees me as a sweet and warm person. To outside I guess I might appear as such because I want to be, but I get angry really easily, there's lot of things I want to say but I never do because I value my friends and don't want to be alone.
My family has never been emotionally rich. All negative feelings are forbidden, so I've learned to smile and hide how I actually feel.
@petalsword
Thats a tough probably. If you refuse to do something about it now, do it when you become free & independent. Then you can do whatever you want! (unless its illegal.) It May be hard to do that, then find out why youre angry & try to fix it. Please share.
@frankAcres4656
I already live alone and I've started to show more emotions. I also know some reasons why I'm so angry but some are still a mystery. I've maybe started it a bit later than usually but I'm slowly starting to get to know myself better. My friends support is what helps me. Thanks to them I can now cry in front of others and I trust more people.
@petalsword
You didnt mention that in your original post. Sounds like youre coping well. From your first post I thought things were bad.
Well, youre sure to find out about the reasons to anger issues you dont know. If you cant, ask doctors or smart friends for advice. See if they have some things that they may not like about you. It may sound crazy but its useful to get a different perspective on life than your own. You can do it. Youre doing well.
I want to have a baby so bad. I am 27
@Brimms
We can help you with that. *wink*
Sorry! I couldnt resist!
@frankAcres4656 smh xDD
@Brimms
But honestly, Im sure you can do it.
Anything. You dont know anything about me. If you want to know my problems I face, see my post in The Forum here. Its in Ask7Cups, Have A Question You Need Answered, I hate humanity post. Check my name to see if its mine.
I always seem happy and try to make others smile, tell jokes and act normal, while im the one thats struggling the most, but there's no point in showing it but downing people around me so why would i do so
@CARBO
Do people in this section provide no reason for their troubles? If we understood your sadness or whatever it is you
I used to be very successful...
@mindtalk
Thats vague. This forum is stupid. No one writes any interesting stuff. Just troubles they have. Its not supposed to be in a website for support.
Sorry about that outburst. Continue your story if you want to.
I'm full of rager and sadness. Drowning in my own tears of bitter sweet memories.
One thing that you don
Most people don't know how much I like YA novels. Like, I'm known for reading really old books and really long books, but I freaking love YA novels, my favorite author writes YA novels, and I've always wanted to write my own YA novel (I'm trying.) It's even weird for me sometimes, I realized a couple days ago that I've spent this whole year reading nothing but YA novels. It's amazing. I'm not sorry.
@creativePenguin5165 Do you have a favorite?
@Raindrops00 I have a few favorites. All The Bright Places, Simon vs the Homo Sapiens Agenda, Every Last Word, and It's Kind of a Funny Story are some really good ones.
@creativePenguin5165 YA novels are the best!
My real name isn't Ajay but, Arielle.
It's okay! Ajay is an Indian name ! It means invincible! Good luck with that! :)
@Viewsonic09 Oh wow, I had no idea! That's amazing!
Most people don't know that I take inanimate objects and I literally give them a life. I give them names and wonder what they think when I do this or that with them. I know it's kind of wierd but I've been doing for as long as I can remember. At this point I don't even realize that I'm even doing it.
