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@blueangel7 I can relate to that but we are all worthy of life which has been given to us no matter how painful it is as a gift

@blueangel7

You are only worth as much as You think you are.

You are not furniture, your value is uncountable, considering than just a pebble may cause a landslide, guess what immense happiness every single positive action you took created, even if you are not conscious of it.

You don't have to be useful for anyone else except for you, because by being you, by struggling to be at least fine (but like, really fine) you are doing more than enough.

Even if you think you are not useful even for you remember that your body is part of you too, and it's still keeping you alive, so a better job than any other that failed to.

Still think you are worthless?

Think again, dear.