One word I'd use to describe myself is....

Patrick

Understanding

Defeated.

Authentic

Mystical

Broken!

Physically, socially, emotionally and spiritually... I'm finally willing to put in the work for all of them (not just the physical) but I fed up of chasing people and 'things' that don't seem to be interested.

Maybe I shudda chose 'loner'

Anxious

Unwanted

Insane

Daydreamy