One word to describe how I feel right now is......

Stressed, I no longer have an outlet for my stress, anger or suffering and I am to embarrassed to talk even to my therapist face to face.

Grateful

Floundering :/

I feel neutral but sad for no apparent reason at the same time.

Meh, I feel meh. Neither happy or sad or lonely, just meh...

I feel lonely

Lonely, surrounded by people, but no one I can talk to..

overwhelmed- too much happening too quickly, and i dont know how to fix it.

Bothersome

Happy