The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....
Is myself. I am the wheel of my own life. And when I stop being myself. That's when the obstacle occure. My mind is obstacle to myself currently. The games in my head. F myself.
procrastination.
My biggest obstacle is accepting who I am and where I am in life. I truly hate myself sometimes and I need to learn to accept myself.
My fears, that I can't move in life for my own. That I have no confidence to go out and do something, find some learning course. I'm so insecure in many ways.
@LifelessDead I understand exactly how you feel. I've found though when I do try new things, I feel so much better. For example, I'm an avid weightlifter, but I have severe anxiety when I see women who are much more fit then me. I tell myself, fuck it, I'm here to workout and to help myself more. What is something you've always wanted to try, but feared doing it?
@Jillybean3 But I have other issues. I can't go out alone, I can't go and find something to do because I overthink the situation. My insecures goes because I have rosacea( I wear makeup) and to talk, ask because I'm always thinking what the other people think about me.
@LifelessDead oh honey, I know exactly how that feels because I use to be very overweight and I still see myself that way when I'm at the gym in front of people, especially women. I also understand about the going out with someone. I can't go out by myself after 10/11 o'clock during the day. Even when I have to go to work around 2, I get very anxious and nervous. I always need someone to go with me after those times. Long story short, the one guy I actually gave my heart to broke up with me on my last day of camcer treatments. This was almost 8 years ago. We were engaged and I found out after he dumped me that he had a girlfriend on the side. And now he's married to her. After that experience, my anxiety went WAY through the roof. Of course, we're not all the same or experience similar events that bring on anxiety like issues, but we can work on these things together ❤
@Jillybean3 You are very lovely. I needed words like yours. Those days were very monotonous for me and it gives me low selfsteem too. I started to have anxiety attacks a few months ago, at home. And is very terrible because It comes in the nights and now I fear to sleep.
@LifelessDead awww you sweet deer! I wish I lived near ya because we could face these fears together.
body pain (may be arthritis, may be age, too hard work, hmm)
It has always been myself.
Is me.....my overthinking, worrying. I would love not to be in this cycle of anxiety
@Singleblue
Me and you both my friend.
Financial dependence on my asshole parents
My own mind worrying about things
Myself
