The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....
Dealing with my self everyday
@Laura My low self esteem
Valuing myself. Without valuing myself and seeing myself as a worthwhile human being, I am dependent on the views and opinions of others, because I have no confidence in my own voice. I can't stand up for my own decisions if they aren't my own. I can't feel a sense of ownership and pride if I can't make my own decisions. I can't accept criticism if I don't value myself enough to offer myself compassion, so that I can bounce back from failure, judgement, criticism, loss, and every other emotional pain and suffering. If I can't value myself, if I can't see myself as having any worth whatsoever for simply being human, then I cannot take care of myself, prioritize my happiness, my hobbies, pursue my interests, push myself to succeed past my limits, maintain my self respect by standing up for myself in relationships, ask for what I want without feeling guilty or like a burden, or do any of the other necessary things in life.
Also, a big one; fighting to get out of abusive environments. Can't do that if you don't value yourself either.
Financially getting on my feet again. And letting my heart & mind heal
My insecurities.
My struggles with self-esteem :(
My Social Anxiety Disorder. 😔
My friends
Negative thinking friends.
Running out of energy too soon.
