Because i failed my midterm and all my exams and i know that i can do better but i dont bother trying i just keep procrastinating EVERY DAY.
Husbands lack of boundaries with his parents. Oh, I could never tell my parents thats its inappropriate for them to use me as a marriage counselor and confess all their worst thoughts about each other to me. What else would they do? I have to fix my parents marriage. Im sure I can do it. And then he has trouble taking care of himself because hes more worried about their marriage than himself. Or OUR marriage. Which is not going very well. Ugh!
Because I cant control anything and it feel like everything is slipping out of my hands and I can just sit back and watch my life shatter
I'm angry because I can't change anything. I'm angry because I exist as I am, and the universe exists as it does. I'm angry that I've been trapped like this, and I have never been presented with any choice that would offer freedom.
I care very little about life, but there is no option to exchange it for anything else. I know I'm being childish, but that bothers me.
because i know this will be another day that i battle with my recovery from drug addiction
I let my anxiety and depression get the best of me at work today. I actually called off at the beginning of my shift and just left the office. I'VE NEVER DONE THAT! I know I'm probably going to have to have a talk with my bosses tomorrow but I really don't have anything positive to say. Especially about the new team position they assigned me to without asking. And everyday I'm being tested and at risk of being audited where if I make one mistake I'm immediately fired and could lose the company a state contract.
Because life is a terrifying lost
why do I do it to myself i should know better people play mind games with their bullying ways why did i tell everything to that person now that person thinks they can do the same as the rest of them
@Laura
I'm really frustrated 'cause I broke up with my girlfriend of three years yesterday.
:'D!!
Because I have incredible people in my life who want to be there for me, but Im so scared of history repeating itself that I cant open up to them. Im angry because I know Im pushing them away but Im so scared of sounding needy, being dependent on anyone again that I cant tell them Im struggling. Im angry because I want to help them but Im so lost, I dont know where to begin.
