Today, I am feeling moody because....

My sister and niece hurt my feelings

I feel unsupported by some of my family. Right now its hard to separate fully from them.

They try to make me feel guilty for not wanting to spend time with them when they drink, use drugs, and make me drive 200 miles one way to see them when they wont visit me at my home. Its also hard to want to see them when they hate my husband and make their feelings well known.

Now that I have a newborn, I dont feel like they would be the best influence on me or her. I just want them to make better choices, and think of someone other than them.

Life sucks

so it's like one moment I'm fine and the next there's someone telling to get over it. even if they have no idea what went on.

talking about, "you need to get over the past and move on"

and I'm over here "thinking well I was trying to until you decided to bring up the past"

Nothing is happening, Im stuck, and I dont know what to do

Because my life sucks

I haven't met the expectations I set for myself.

i feel like i'm going down again

I feel happy but also very upset. I saw one of my favourite bands live last night but found out this morning that one of my cats had to be put down. Just one of those days we all have through our lives I guess

I feel insecure in my work and abilities. I am an overachiever and like to be very good (if not the best) at various different things, not just within my core skill set.

Recently, I have started feeling insecure about my work because I keep thinking how some of my friends seem to be better at certain things than I am. I feel like this has blocked my thought process and I am not thinking and working out problems like I used to in my own logical way. When they come and help me out, although I feel grateful and know that I can use their feedback to improve myself and better my skills, my ego gets in the way and I feel embarrassed and even more insecure. This immediately leads me to not wanting to work.

I feel dumb and just...so incapable of doing things that I don't want to do them anymore.