Whenever I try to talk to my spouse about our relationship he blows me off and ignores me. I have never felt more alone in a relationship. I'm really hurting and he doesn't care :(
Because I feel guilty for my desire to leave a person who helped me earlier and move on to better place
Because Im afraid of not having anywhere to live soon 
I'm feeling vulnerable because nothing is going my way today, and I feel so confused about everything around me...
Today, I am feeling intensely vulnerable. Feeling so emotionally raw and intellectually on edge. Boundaries were pushed and I feel so stretched and vulnerable. It doesn't feel good. Not this way. Not without trust.
@Toomuch2say2day
ow hope you ok
I have nothing left to defend myself with. I'm just too lost and confused to comprehend the world around me...
@FluffyKitsune I m feeling the same.... don't worry it will get over soon
I forgot my morning meds two days in a row, so I am sure I am bound to crash sometime soon. I cannot even get the basic things right. But soon it is bed time and tomorrow is another day.
I have feelings for someone I met online. Ridiculous I know. The person I met doesnt flirt with me online but we only talk as friends. I want to be able to get this person out of my mind. I think about this person all day and all night. Its so frustrating and annoying that I think about them all day. It hurts me that I will never express my feelings for this person since I see no point since they live on the side of the world. I dont know what to do or how to go about about this person. I want to ignore this person this but I dont want to hurt their feelings. I just never thought I could like someone online and have feelings for them and it happened. I know I have to get these ideas and illusions out of my head but I cant as much as I want to.
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I feel vunderable and needy because the ideation is back and it is scary to think like that.