I feel all I do is push the people I love the most away. My and my boyfriend have been together just over 3 months, and I really really love him. I've never felt like this about anyone else before. He said at the start he fell for me for my humour and feisty personalisty. Now I think his got to know the real me and its not what he likes. I'm always upset and very very sensitive. I never belive him when he tells me he loves me, and I think its pushing him away. I get too obsessed and over powering. I think maybe this can be to do with some of my past, that has made me feel like this.
Help me change. I want to stop. I want to know and think he loves me and not with me because he feels he has to. I want to know I'm doing a good job at work. I want to know all my friends are real. I want to know people dont hate me.
@LouLou95
i know it sounds drastic but the only way to know all u want to know is to see a therapist. They'll help u understand yourself better, understand why u are like this and how to handle the past that's affecting u now. I don't know what to say about your boyfriend. He's not bad. He's with u because he does like you. No one is perfect. No one. He's gotta take all the good with the bad. He's lucky to have you, that's for sure.
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@Rebuilder
i hear and feel you.