Today I am feeling vulnerable because I am not being mindful
@Mikey123 I have just done one of the meditations from this site - the mountain one. Helped to ground me.
@Singleblue thank you I'll have a look at it in a bit.
All of my money in my house got stolen. My brother returned $15. I had $60. And I qas having a good day.
Because I always feel I am going to fail at something. I volunteer with a group and have arranged a talk for them.....am worrying it wont intetest them.
because i don't feel good enough for the people i love
Because The person I want to talk to the most hasnt spoken to me in days and even though I know its for the best I still want them to reach out
Because I thought I'd be okay alone, but now i am doubting that fact.
Because the love of my life left again after he said he wouldn't. I just hope and pray that he comes back to me.
Because I am trapped.
Because I feel like I am not in control.
Because I'm not financially stable. My [administrative] position was eliminated due to Medicaid budget cuts and I was only offered positions making half of what I previously made. Although I qualified for emergency help and benefits, I didn't qualify for unemployment. I do have an interview on Tuesday that would be a similar position (more responsibility) and more pay and I'm praying that works out. If you live in the US please make yourself aware of how Medicaid cuts are affecting everyone- I work with adults with development disabilities.