Because everyone is pointing out how much weight I've lost, but what I eat and how much of it seems to be the only thing I have control over anymore.
Because my depressing thoughts are almost killing me.
I understand for certain that there are things beyond our control.
My anxiety has got the better of me yet again, I just can't seem to control it. It's ruining my life.
Because everything feels like is falling apart, and it's like there's nothing left of me anymore.
I feel completely numb and want to feel an emotion other than sadness.
Because i care a bit about one of my guy friend even though i promised myself to not care about anyone or anything anymore. I forgot that caring is bad. Caring gets you hurt. I got hurt because I cared.
Because I cared about one of my guy friend even though I promised myself not to care about anyone or anything. I momentarily forgot that caring is bad. Caring is dangerous. Caring gets you hurt on so many levels. I got hurt because I cared.
I am moving to San Diego and leaving all my old life and friends behind...
@kiritokun0731 I'm in the same boat. I'm super nervous. I don't know what to expect and I'm afraid I'm going to fail in some way or that things won't quite work out. Stay brave. I know it is a hard step.
@amberwaves1 Thanks mate! 
I don't know how to handle my damn feelings. It's so frustrating.
@cyanChestnut6499 Same
@cyanChestnut6499 I hear you. I'm experiencing the very same thing. I'm sorry, I know it is painful. I'm with you.
