Today I am feeling vulnerable because, of how all my moods have been so crazy.
I'm feeling vulnerable today because I won't let myself stop feeling guilty- I'm finding it really hard to like myself, just because someone I care about doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I know I'm not being fair to myself, but it's hard to love myself when I haven't been forgiven.
There are only 4 days left before the school year begins and I haven't done my assignment to enter my AP classes, at least if I stressed or felt scared of not having it done I would do it faster (I only do like 2 chapter summaries in a whole day, that means all day sitting up and not getting up for anything), but I don't feel anything. It's as if my brain and consciousness are disconnected and I'm scared and stressed but at the same time not. I truly hope I finish them...
All of my friends are currently having the time of their lives traveling and meeting new people while I'm on my own.
I kept getting rejected yesterday every time I tried to find out about a job and I'm just so tired of applying and trying so hard.
@Shanti41 happens. meanwhile. you indulge your self in some other kind of activity as well.
going through same stage. :/
@Happysoul129 thank you for taking the time to reply. good luck!
...my gender's all over the place i'm getting sick and it's my birthday which nobody cared about
@ThatAnxiousAce Happy Birthday. may you have a beautiful year ahead of you. Love.
I'm tired of my family making me feel like my opinion doesn't matter/my voice is a nuisance. if I say anything they just dismiss me and roll their eyes.
I went to my nans funeral and felt so alone
Because I haven't sufficiently done my emotional first-aid.
I can't cope with my anxiety today and it keeps getting worse.
