Because few people in my life don't notice me for what I am
I'm broken and I can't glue my pieces together. I've tried and tried and tried and finally realized that I just can't
@itsnotthecase
Kintsugi is the Japanese art of repairing broken pottery with gold; the idea being that it is more beautiful having been broken and painstakingly repaired than it was when it was new.
Point being, Don't try to put yourself back together perfectly, such that no hint of your wounds show. Instead put yourself back together slowly, lovingly and with patience for yourself and let the golden repairs you make over time brightly show through.
@secretPlum2797 Thank you so much for your kind words, i will try to follow your advice 
I'm trusting random people to help me with my problems
@galen1galen lol truth bomb but seriously, sometimes you need some advice from a person who is not so close to the issues that you're dealing with, it may help getting another perspective on the issues.
I constantly do
I rely on people when I'm completely sure they'll leave as soon as they're bored with me. I'm replaceable.
I don't know if my husband still loves me at all. He decides we should separate and I am heart broken.
Today I am feeling vulnerable because I've pulled a muscle and I'm not sure how to fix it. 😬
Because I am sick with worry for reasons I can't come to grips with. I have no friends. I have no males in my life who I can look up to. I am in the midst of my first existential crisis and I have nobody to talk about it with. I caused an entire family serious distress because I let my anxiety and worry and anger get the best of me.
@dynamicAvocado9991
Hey hey slow down I am Sry ....
U don't always need a guy to look up to it can juz be a gud frnd
I am scared of the future
Because I can't be smart enough and I can't make my parents feel proud of me