Cause i spoke with many this couple of years and not a single ear came back to check upon my well being.
I've had three deaths in my life this summer, and it feels like three big chunks of my body have been torn and taken from me.
today i am feeling vulnerable due to the same resaon i feel vulnerable each day and that reason is food. i feel as if i might start binging again and i dont want that to happen AT ALL.
Me and my boyfriend are fighting and I'm going into a new school year..
Because I think I've hurt my friend and she many never speak to me again, no matter how much I want to make it better.
I don't know what I'm going to do if I lose my closest friends or boyfriend. They all mean so much to me and the thought of fading away from any of them stresses me out.
@Caligirl1998 That is something very scary to face indeed!! 😖
I'm just a lot more emotional lately, all of my stress is piling on top of me, and I'm basically helpless.
@ARandomPersonGF I feel the same 
I do not know if to talk to my boyfriend about my eating disorder or not. He knows that I pay close attention to the diet and I see myself fat (though he jokes a bit about it), but I would like to tell him everything about this situation... I don't know what to do.
Today I'm feeling vulnerable because I can never share my opinion because of the fear that I would be judged. I often do this to myself and it results in feeling guilty and shame. I can't get the words out of my mouth and often say nothing. I am shy.
@modestStrings380
You have to start expressing yourself, being yourself in any situation, but gradually. The more you avoid what scares you, the more this fear is strengthened, this habit becomes strong. Just give your opinion, ask a question, ask for something.
Start from simple things, say what you think about general themes, and day after day you start to do it on important topics and even with people you know do not share your opinion.
In this way you will overcome your shyness!
@Atsuky11
thank you
i managed to mess up the only good friendship i've had in a while
