I feel vulnerable because my boyfriend wants to break up with me after reading a brutally honest message from me. I just want to stop existing. I don't regret being upfront with him but I regret breaking his heart. Contradicting but he had to know it. I thought I'm ready for a breakup but I'm not.
I feel vulnerable today because I am constantly reminded that my boyfriend cheated on me by those I care about.
I'm in pain.
I feel vulnerable because I will never be good enough for my girlfriend
I feel vulnerable because no matter what I do, I will never be what he wants
I feel vulnerable because I'm stuck with no way out
I struggle with loneliness on Sundays. Its seems such a long day. I went to the cemetary today to tidy up my Mums grave. She died in 1974 , I was really young. I so regret all her lost years.
@Singleblue I'm sorry for your lost. That's sad. Lost my Mom this year. It's hard.
I am a constant reject but as a friend said to me I allow people to walk all over me so it's my fault.
Why does my computer taunt me when I have a deadline by spinning the crcle of death. I feel stressed and want to cry
I feel alone even though I'm surrounded by people
@Damnitcasey
I can totally relay to that feeling. It's like nobody is interested in the "real" me. It's probably a coping mechanism, but I tell myself than that I don't really need anyone.
