Today I went to meet with my best frd,I was happy,first time in night I go outside alone without mom,but someone is not OK with it
Today I m feeling vulnerable because I m not sure what I m going to do with my life , I had a fight with the most important person of my life
@Laura
Today I feel Vulnerable because I had to make some decisions against my will.
I'm feeling vulnerable because I worry about my future.
I'm constantly frustrated for no reason. I seem to want to yell and curse people. I have bipolar disorder with psychotic effects and my doctor who isn't the anymore has decided to make an no to increase my meds. She switched me to a really low dose of a different med from latuda. Well now it has caught up with me. I went and saw her replacement finally 4 months later and he did increase my meds but I'm still really frustrated with how bad my bipolar effects have been affecting my life again all because some doctor doesn't want to do her job for real.
I have been paranoid.
I don't know what to do..
I have kids but my financial situation is drowning me.
I know that I am a weak person.
I try so hard to please everyone, and only get called stupid, retarded and a b**** for it.....
