Today I feel vulnerable because I was physically abused (hit) by my abusive father..I left the house with no money and went with my friend to his friends' house and I was sexually harassed by his perverted friend and had to let go then I was locked out of the house by my father when I went back after having a fight with one of the people there.. I stayed for hours on the stairs with my dog..I was only let in when the neighbors realized I was sitting on the floor with my dog and bag ..dehydrated hungry tired and broke..because he didnt want to look bad..I'm vulnerable because I'm unable to feel at the moment.
@Miramoh17 I've always felt vulernable bc my fathered sexually assaulted me as a teenager and that feeling never went away. I went thru so much trauma and stress during that time and sometimes I still do. Keep your head up love and don't let negative ppl make you negative. You seem good & kind! That is what will always help you make it through. Have faith!
@brightFig4640 thank you so much x I'm strong and I'll push through and you should too :)
I just got out of hospital yesterday, and I have some physical injuries currently. I also have been feeling mentally vunerable, due to being more depressed than usual this last week.
I can't focus on my own recovery because Iv got focus on others #going back to where I don't want to go 😥
I didn't sleep enough and have been going through some stress due to another person for last 3 days, and now I feel emotionaly weak, yelling, victimized, helpless. Finally I am ably to get back to myself but I lost energy and motivation and feel apathy. I'm frightened because of it. I both want to take care about my plans and just hide inside under blanket, and blanket wins. Feel I'm a total looser. :((( Can't take myself in my own hands. :((( And even complaine here.
I'm running out of options
I finishing a job interview today. I got the jobs Im just finishing paper work picking up work schedule. For some reason I'm just as scared as the first time I walked in this building week n half ago. I believe about 3,000 people in this building! Macys distribution. I am more than scared, shacking. Cant seem to breath well. I wanna run so fast out of here!!!
Need some good vibes... bad timing to come online but I'm just waiting to be called back.
@PamelaLynn77 Breathe.
Because there is no nobody here to join me tonight for a relaxing time. My mood is to go cycle and I would love to share it with a nice guy I feel vibes with. But there is no such person within my friends, and the only one I know is so far away. I thought I could post on Facebook but afraid that somebody will want to join who is not That Person. I want romantic... But afraid that none will want to share it with me...
I'm feeling kind of vulnerable because it's my birthday tomorrow and honestly I don't think anyone is going to remember, other than my parents and my sister. I only have a handful of friends, and I feel like they've kind of forgotten me.
Being In a big group just makes me feel even more alone, when you feel everyone's on the same level but you, when you feel people don't rush to sit by you and your sat alone. Why do I put myself through it?
Because I am actually going for what I want in a relationship.