I yelled and screamed and now my husband won't speak to me
Today I am feeling vulnerable because I I'm too pathetic to tell anyone how badly I'm really doing. People think I'm fine cos I put on a fake smile everyday. But I'm falling apart and breaking everyday, and I need help, but I can't / won't ask for it, Cos I know deep down that I wouldn't get any, and not getting any would be devesating beyond comprehension, so I'll just keep swallowing everything down, Cos I'm lost and lonely and have given up hope.
@Akor your not alone! I feel this way too but that's why I got this app, to connect, share and help others. I'm here for you. Nothing is to big or small to share.
@Akor
You have just described me, my friend.thats exactly how I feel.
Anger got the better of me with my kids.
I feel like I am and always be stuck like I am now, with people seeing me like this instead of seeing me like I wish I could be seen
I think people don't take me seriously
It is a huge effort to control my thoughts and I still break down with the smallest things
I'm worried that I'm not strong enough to support my depressed boyfriend.
I get anxiety when people touch me. I get goosebumps, tence, and my heart rate elevates. Even if it's just a hug or someone grazing my shoulder.
I wamt to drink
@HatingLife you deserve better than that drink. You deserve the life you can have without it.
@thewrightbrown thank you. I know its not a good idea i know i need to be strong and most notably i know the liquor stores are closed. But i still want a drink. I never realized what kind of dependence i had until i decided to stop.
I am in love
