Today I am feeling as if getting a poisonous bite from black mamba or other King cobra so that i can feel what it is like to get a bite from them.
Today I'm feeling vulnerable because I have no relationship with my family. With my mom, it went to being an abusive relationship to no relationship at all. Not having a supportive mother or father to turn to during hard times is difficult. She used to constantly come to me for support and I always gave it to her, but when I needed an ear or shoulder to cry on, I was dismissed, bullied, or trivialized. I still feel a void where that support system should be.
Im still in pain from working out, so Im literally in the physical sense vulnerable
being in hospital scares me :'(
omg l don't know why my friends don't answer back quickly when l text them in really need cases.
I have to start looking for a job again after 2 years of staying at home, doing absolutely nothing productive. If my qualifications weren't impressive before, now it'd take a miracle for me to even snag an interview. No one here understands me because either they still live on their parents' money or they never had a formal job -- which you would not know from how they ridicule me for being unemployed. I'm so scared right now. I wish there's another way out of this, but I know it's just be wishful thinking. Sigh.
@redplant0 Good luck in your job search. I hope you find something that not only pays your bills, but you like doing as well.
I'm too trusting in the lion cage called the Internet, because I don't want to be alone.
@Rebekahwriter13 Ha! Been there done that. I have the mug, keychain, and t-shirt as proof. Keep looking, but don't let your guard down so fast. Easier said than done, I know. Be you and love freely, just try to be more calculating about who gets to love you
l forget the book that l lend it from libery .l forget it under the chair .l remember it that l forget it while l was get in the bus but l can't back to now cuz is to late .l sick l hope no one take my book l dont know why l am forgetting many things renctly .omg l so afraid &worry that someone can take it
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@FantasiaSweetShock There's got to be more resources available on campus. Ask your advisor, talk to your professor, ask classmates for help. Go back to the basics. You've missed something crucial, but possible simple. Trust me, I know how it feels to struggle with grad classes. I made it, you will too. Good luck!
I felt alone around all those people