Told someone what bothered me. And now I'm paranoid. Either for bothering the poor guy or just telling something personal to me.
Someone I care about left me, they were told how messed up I am and I don't like that they know, I feel like that makes vulnerable. I'm scared that they'll tell someone or people and laugh behind my back
This morning when I woke up, looked over at her and my heart filled with pure joy and love. Something I don't feel from anything else anymore. I was on the brink of telling her that I am falling back down the old rabbit hole again. Before the words rolled off my tongue and left my mouth; she rolled over and kissed me good morning. I want to let her in, Need to let her in. But there's a little devil inside that had more control and prevents me from opening up to people.
Because life scares me . Sometimes the world seems a scary place, that can take away my loved ones. I'm stronger than I realize and don't give myself enough credit and I need to accept more readily the peace my faith has to offer.
It's just me and my thoughts and these memories all day today and it's a long day.
@Needsolution
im with you buddy. My day started out good but as the day goes on I feel so overwhelmed.
I'm feeling vulnerable because I haven't seen or had sex with my husband in a few wks. We are seperated....but I thought that meant we were working on us not "taking a break" like in high school. It just feels shitty because he's a sexual person. Which means he probably through with me.
I have anxiety and I am afraid of loosing control and breaking down!
stepping outside and breaking down somewhere in tears
@placidCity1574 thats how Im feeling right at this moment walking down the street :( youre not alone
i am sorry hugs @Toni918
@placidCity1574 likewise ❤️
I feel vulnerable because I know I need to reach out to people but my fear of rejection gets in the way :(
Depression and anxiety are ruining my career