I just want to give up, but I know I can
Everyone knows Im the dumb one in class
... because my parents don't even notice the signs of me stuggling with deppression and I have no one to talk to about my sadness.
Because my heart was shattered into pieces by a Person i really deeply loved without any good reason...-_-
Because this chick who spread rumors about me, and when I stopped being friends with my group of friends, she told them that they should of listened to her, and blah blah blah. Well, today she said hi to me, and I so badley just wanted to walk away, or continue talking to my friend, but instead I said hi, because I couldn't help my self, because I'm just weak like that.
@ParadoxicalChild I don't think it's weak to be kind to someone who has been unkind to you. You don't have to like her or hang out with her of course, but sometimes we let go of anger to help ourselves move forward. It's not about being nice to her, it's about you having peace. Nice work 🙂 I think you probably have more strength than you realize.
Some girl humiliated me in a place and got me kicked out
The first and only man I have ever fallen in love with decided that we should just be friends. He encourages me and gives me support. He respects me and himself. He doesn't yell or curse. He's a very wise and peaceful person. He's my best friend and I know I can trust him. He makes me want to be a better person and he doesn't throw my weaknesses in my face. He sees me for my potential and he knows my heart. I think he knows me better than anyone and he challenges me to step out of my comfort zone to improve. I allowed myself to dream of a future together but I just burned myself by doing that. I can't imagine my life without him and I don't think I could ever love anyone the way I love him. He's the best man I've ever known and he deserves the best. I just wish I could have the privilege of being the one that gets to kiss him everyday and have a family with him. I'm just really torn up about it.
I am feeling confused and like im about to lose control again. Its always for the same reasons and I love him but I constantly feel insecure and overwhelmed. How do I control this and move forward
Today I am feeling vulnerable because...
I have feelings for a man who does not share the same feelings for me. He has feelings for someone else, he knows I like him, and he has liked me in the past, but I just wasn't the right for him to want to commit. I'm hurt and trying to work through this pain.
Im not happy with my body.
