I am alone, again. I have been alone all week, with no one to talk to except online friends. I'm just tired of being alone
I'm struggling to hold in my emotions.
Today I feel vulnerable because I did a photoshoot after YEARS and it was weird being exposed to a camera again.
Because I told mu husband I like to separate and I tried to ask for work and I felt shit. A failure in life, in lovelife, career adn keeping my self together. Ok it is my habit to feel like a victim. I can see it differently, that the vulnerability is a gift.
@BergitaEverson
I feel like a failure a lot too. Some things that help me feel less so are listening to mindfulness tracks on 7cups to feel less overwhelmed, sometimes affirmations or remembering something I've done well before no matter how small, taking time to do pleasurable things between tasks especially when they are less pleasurable tasks...less of a reward thing than a keeping the day from getting too bogged down with endless tasking thing...finding my balance again slowly.
@BergitaEverson
If you were unhappy in the relationship I hope you can find the space to celebrate the end of it. ☺️
Today I'm feeling volnerable becaue, my Best Friend / Roomate's Best Friend from School is hear visiting and she is really nice and I feel like they are ignoring me sometimes. It's probley not on purpose... She is really nice woman, but I guess I just feel left out sometimes.
My ex bf and I have not spoken for most of the day
I feel like my family is drifting apart and I don't know what to do about it.
Im depressed about living at home at 28, Im trying to move out but I feel like a failure even though Im in college working to better myself
I feel like my Mother has abandoned me because I didnt do exactly what she wants even though I am an adult at uni now
I am allowing people to take care of me, and I am allowing myself to cry in front of people.
@TheWanderer27 I know what you mean. I feel vulnerable when others help out and show they care.