I am opening up to people, I have always pretended everything was ok as I didnt want to burden others. Im not used dealing with my own emotions and insecurities.
After I came home from work, I feel that my boyfriend neglected me emotionally. I tried to initiate conversation, I told him we could play a video game or watch a new show on Netflix. He didnt say anything. When I entered our apartment I was on the phone with my Mom, and he was on the couch. We were talking about her diagnosis (cancer) and how shes relaying it to the world. He asked me for the keys to my car so he could run some errands.
After he came back, I was still talking to my mom. After I hung up we sat in awkward silence and he went to bed. My problem is the fact that now dozens of strangers know more about her diagnosis than my boyfriend. I dont feel secure in this relationship. I dont feel like Im cared for. I dont know if its my fault.
I am almost tired of waiting for us to speak the same language.
I still feel a sick, twisting, burning sensation in my stomach thinking about my ex gf who I still love, even tho it's been almost 9 months since she broke up with me. IDK why I can't move on.
Because I'm crying needlessly and I don't have time to cry. I don't really have time to be typing here either...but here I am! note to self - Get a grip woman!
@enthusiasticPal7680
There is nothing wrong with crying, it means you are strong enough to admit you are hurting.
i feel vulnerable coz i dont pass my exams.i try to do my best but anything i try to write up on the paper i make mistakes.all i get is zero nor completely forgotten mind.MIND ,MATERIALISM and MAN these 3 are interlinked...darwins theory.still darwin left a blank page for GOD to accept he might be WRONG.
there are 40 types of lunacy and common sense is one of its kind.i see the last type but i maynot be.nobody understands me but my kids accept me as they say we will teach you mom someday...it gives me HOPE.i cannot copy other people nor immitate nor pretend and make a makeup on my face...face is the index of the MIND. all we need is clean face.
i cannot change anyone .
Because I have a long chat about the debilitating political crisis in my country. The situation is very dire. But when we talk about it, we really become more trigerred.
Because I can't stop posting weird stuff on Facebook
@blurredauthority
I totally relate.
Because i broke up with a loving men, i mean he
I'm feeling vulnerable because my supposedly called dad won't stop hurting me. I'm fed up of it. I hate my body because of it. He marked me both physically and emotionally. I don't know what to do.
@goodBalloon1185 This is tough, and I'm not sure what the answer is either. However it feels right now, you do have a choice. Stay strong, keep focusing on a better future. You're not alone.
I know I'm going to be a slave to relationships and I want to change my mentality on that