I try and try and try, and nothing seems to matter.
I feel I have been outsmarted by a close friend. Hurts. Deep. I still care for my friend.
I'm just feeling nervous. My ex gf is coming home this weekend. There's just a lot of pressure with her right now. I pray so hard everyday that she comes out of this storm victorious. & I know that Gods gonna come thru for her. I just don't know how she will treat me when she comes home. It's so hard to move past her since we were together for so long. I want her back although that may not be best for me. Everything is so confusing. I'm freaking out.
I'm feeling vulnerable today because I am all I have. My family is no supportive; in fact, it's as though they root for my failure. I think it's because they are miserable people and vant stand to see others happy.
@cpd0501
Maybe that motivate you to move yourself further away from them...mentally... for now. Focusing only on your goal, your dreams and desires.
I feel very lost and confused right now, and totally drained. I've had to take time off sick because of stress, I can only hope I can pull myself together during that time. Otherwise my future is looking very uncertain and I've worked too hard to lose any of it now.
@TheWanderer27
I have been feeling the same way...well somewhat the same. I feel like I'm drowning in bills, concerns over work... career... my son's father ... my son. I wrote in my journal. And found that it helped me. Maybe not to solve...But reignite the desire to want more good, to think about what I can do... than what I can't. Set mind to priorities and the good.
I feel vulnerable because I visited a place I used to work at for reference purposes and felt very anxious while there because I felt/thought/made up in my head I was being judged and compared to other people in their minds while there. I felt vulnerable, that I was not good enough in their eyes becasue I was still figuring out what I want to do with my life, that I needed a 5th year to finish my degree right now, and that they looked down upon me that I am going towards a degree that will not earn as high a salary than most of the other ex-coworkers/students that worked at this "revolving door" job. I felt it was very difficult to be my natural self in this place/enviroment and remembered why I left the job after being drained. I felt out of place again, but questioned myself if it was something I was lacking or doing wrong.
I still Suck!
@BlissfulBerry
If you dip it in chocolate ... or some kind of syrup and saccrine ... then you deliciously, sweetly suck..Just trying to make you laugh 🙄😅. I find that finding good with what I have, helps me... along with great sense of humor.
@green18doz30
Thank you
... because I can't help my Granddad who has been suffering from cancer and I'm feeling useless.
I'm feeling vulnerable because I'm weak, I'm fragile, I'm insecure, I care about what other people think and I'm very influenced by people and the environment around me. But that's not the problem.
At the same time (and I don't know exactly how) I show the image of a strong, independent and confident person, who has their shit together all the time, who has the answer for every problem that everyone has and who can help all the time.
I've always been treated according to this image, and i never really understood why everybody though i was so strong when I'm actually also a mess. And now, this image is starting to break because I'm showing my weaknesses a lot more. But I feel like no one really knows how to deal with that, and it sucks because i literally always been there for everyone.
Anyway, i feel vulnerable because all of this result in a overwhelming feel of abandonment and fear of being alone. At the same time, people react so weirdly when i show this insecurities. I'm scared none of them likes me enough.
@marcelasarro13 I can totally relate to this.
l hate it when there is no hope