The person who supported me through my depression and anxiety passed today and I don't know what to do without them.
@ialwayshurtbehindmysmile he/she will always be with you in your memories. i hope his memories continue to give you the strength you need to carry on. i know it is difficult to live on memories. but you can try.
@ialwayshurtbehindmysmile I'm so sorry! I would probably be the same way if I lost a certain one of my friends.
@Laura i am so stupid
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When I have panic attacks I cry a lot uncontrollably so I
@alychee me too I can cry anytime
My fiance has been out of town working with a friend. He was only supposed to be gone a week but it's now going on two weeks. He keeps extending it and I can't help but think he is putting off coming home. I miss him so much and am hurt that he wasn't home for my birthday and I'm having trouble getting in the mood for the holidays because it has turned into us buying separate gifts for the kids... Idk, I just want to cry....
Today I am feeling vulnerable because I realized with greater certainty that I may not be able to return to my workplace after I recover, and the future looks even bleaker and more uncertain...
@niceCranberry3512 that sounds difficult. hopefully they understand your situation or you can find something in the meantime. look for a new job while you're working and just do your best.
I have cried like at thousand times because I have my dance show tonight and Im overweight and in the front, and I hate my body so much I wouldnt want to put it out there. Also today is the day I have a presentation in school and holy do I feel anxious. Being introverted, with anxiety and a speaking disorder, presentations are my nightmare. And I just started school here so guess who doesnt know anyone else.
I don't see the point of living.
I let someone into my life and she's going to leave. She says the way I treated her was inhuman. :( I guess I'm not the best kind of friend
Im homesick and on a hospital ward for three more weeks minimum