I have much to do, much I haven't done, and I don't think I can do it.
Good people are feeling pain and I don't know how to help them want to live.
I feel vulernable bc I'm lonely. I've been single since August and it's hard bc I see my ex all the time. We spend a lot of time together bc I've been helping her but our dynamic is so different and I know we'll never be good again. It's hard to move on and I feel like I'll never meet anyone else. This situation has me searching for distractions that I can't find to fill this void that may never go away. I barely have friends to help me thru all this and I'm just honestly sad. I'm so tired of always being alone.
Because I feel like I let past failures or disappointments get to me and cloud the present and then make the present painful too.
I don't feel like I have a right to feel what I feel right now. I almost feel a bit guilty, like I'm purposely trying to stay miserable. Truthfully, I don't even have the energy to get out of bed, so I don't know why I feel this way
@Mooon1990i have this feeling all the time... Do you mediate? Or have ever considered? Tried?
@humorousPeach4694 I've never meditated but I'm not opposed to the idea of it
@Mooon1990 I highly recommend it! Try the Headspace app - that is the best start. Honestly, it's about breathing and just simply being aware of things.
@humorousPeach4694 thank you, I will try the app immediately! Thank you for your advice, you have no idea how much I appreciate it 💘
Because I did something I have never done, I shared with my brother some very personal aspects of my disorder. He cares and wants to understand, but I still feel very vulnerable and apprehensive
... my husband kept me awake all night telling me what a failure I am.
@navyTriangle7343 Im sorry this happened to you. ((Hugs))
Because my mind tells me to do dangerous things, and I feel helpless
I lost one of my inspiration.
Im writing about the most challenging times in my life and it will be published for the world to see, next year 😳