No one cares & they give up on me completely and I'm trying to accept that I'm not loveable.
My insecurities are overtaking my thoughts.
Because I'm on a 17 hour bus drive with other people and I can't sleep effectively
I allowed myself to let my walls down for someone only to have them use me
@eggsy23 I am sorry, I can't even imagine the pain and hurt you must be going through. I'm not sure if this will help but I hope that sharing my own experience can help: one of my closest friends betrayed my trust and I can't imagine how painful it must feel to have been used by someone, but even though some people may hurt you, I believe that there's some people worth fighting for and in my case that's my family. Even so, I still feel so alone and abandoned sometimes but you aren't alone in this because this community in 7cups is filled with a lot of caring people you can reach out to and feel free to talk to me or anyone else if you need to talk. I wish you all the best and I hope that you will get better
I'm feeling vulnerable because I tend to overthink everything, and it keeps me worrying and awake at night
@neatBalloon7178
Hello there! Sorry to hear that it keeps you awake at night. Well, probably you already know that breathing deeply helps to calm the body and mind, but sometimes you just want to let the energy out! In this case it can be incredibly beneficial to do something physical. Wish you to find soon a way to lessen this unpleasant sensation and to to stop the overthinking spiral.
@ilenia5
Thank you so much for your kind words :)
@neatBalloon7178
I'm sure you can get over it !! A big hug ! 
Because my husband of 6 months has become suddenly cold and distant in the wake of his failed job search. I sympathyze the best I can, but the way he has treated me not just over the last 6 months but throughout the course of our 5 year relationship has left me feeling utterly broken and hopeless. I'm not sure we will make it.
My boyfriend called me his ex wife's name during sex.
worried that would someone notice me on forum...
My depression is getting worse. I've been feeling more alone than usual and frankly I don't think anyone is taking my mental health seriously. Thoughts of ending it all have been more apparent than usual and even simple chores seem draining.
@FantasiaSweetShock I'm sorry that you're going through this really tough time but please reach out if you need someone to talk to, feel free to talk to me or anyone else in the 7 cups community. I seriously hope that you will heal and get better.
I'm afraid I'm going to lose my life.
