I get this overwhelming feeling inside sometimes that one cares about me enough. That I am just so easy to push aside and be forgotten. Too many people have done it. Today is one of those days where it has hit me again. Then other feelings start showing up and it hits me harder.
@BrokenHearted2018 I know that feeling. That's how I feel today and honestly it sucks .. I hope you feel better because its not a great feeling.
@adrianaaa
Thank you so much. I hope you start to feel better as well. I get this way and the tears just come pouring down. I am a very emotional person and a lot of things lately just are hitting me so hard. I worry too much, but it is hard not to. I try to let things go and some things I just can't seem to. It's hard too because sometimes I choose not to talk to people about it and it builds up.
@BrokenHearted2018 I feel the same way. I feel like the people I've given so much love and respect to, look through me. They seem to know I'm in pain but just don't care enough. Most times I feel ignored and I know there's other people that go through what I do but offline, I'm the only one that people say is broken so they don't want to deal with someone like me. *hugs* I'm sorry you're hurting, but I understand. If you ever want to chat, I'm around. :)
@Jessa80
Thank you so much! :) it is definitely rough feeling this way. I know certain people care, but that is so hard to see. I went through a lot of crap in a short period of time (4 months) and it has me so emotional and scared. I ALWAYS worry about things now and it sucks. I get to the point where I start thinking about things, and it hits me so hard that I cry myself to sleep some nights. I am trying so hard to let certain things go that I know I should let go, but it is hard!
I am so sorry to hear you are going through this too. I absolutely hate when people act like that. It's like what happened to liking me for the person I am and not the peraon you want me to be?! Some people are just awful I guess. I got to the point where I stopped even bothering with my friends anymore. I dealt with way too much shit and I honestly don't need any stress in my life.
i prefer rain because it smells nice afterwards
Today I am moody because I feel like I annoy people I haven't heard from one of my bestfreinds and I feel like she's mad at me. Actually aI guess I'm annoyed at that inescure voice in my head because honestly she's probably busy. I just don't want to listen to that voice. I'm also annoyed at my hard statistics homework. I have to study for my test in a couple days.
My great-aunt passed today, I'm not sure if I'm Okay but so far I haven't cried. I feel so guilty about that.
It hasnt been a week since my boyfriend of four years has broken up with me and I feel as if hes already moved on. Its so easy to cry at the drop of the dime right now
I am moody vecabec of my illness. It makes me feel disabled and abnormal. I can't do the things I want to and I feel like I'm in this constant struggle with myself. This struggle is stressful and frustrating, leading me to have more extreme emotions. This is why I'm moody.
I hate reality. It
I feel lonely. I feel like none of my family cares. I'm tired of trying to be happy when I'm clearly not and no one understands. I have no one to talk to or vent to. I'm by myself and its the worst feeling.
My job keeps adding more responsibilities on me without training me or giving me access to whats needed to get the job done. Other times I am not informed that something is needed to be done until its near the deadline, causing me stress to finish on time. Then I get constant calls good and bad all day and sometimes night, which makes my anxiety and depression worse since it seems never ending.
The negative critiques at work are always small things that they just want me to be aware of weigh on me and makes me miserable. Even though they tell me its no big deal and arent upset. I work over 14 hrs a day not including these calls and emails.
I've made promises I can't possibly keep, and now I've turned myself into a liar. And the people I promised things to are being so invasive that I can't shut them out, despite how hard I try
@Peopleandmorepeople what did u promise. This seems like u can find a solution. Bite the bullet, tell the people that you cant follow thru, then dont do this again. Will that work?
