Today, I'd like to change..... [finish this sentence]

My hours at work! I miss my family! I feel like I'm slacking as a mother and wife. I'm used to being a stay at home mom and having everything done in a timely manner. Now it takes me 2 days to get the laundry washed, dryer, folded and put away! I have no energy for house work! But I am thankful for my job.

Today I would like to change me. Pure and simple. I'm the problem.

Today, I would like to stop being jealous of my partner who is more popular than me.

Today id like to change the fact that i think im never good enough!

The way I view my separation and see it as an oppurtunity to grow.

Today I would like to change my relationship status from being single.

today I would like to change my view on life

Today I would like to change how I interact with my ex whom I have to work with. He is a narcissistic alcoholic and I've endured a lot of harsh words and treatment because he's "messed up" (his words) and I love him but I can't allow him to keep hurting me and showing no remorse. I recently decided to go no contact (as much as I can since we work together) and he's started pushing my buttons in front of coworkers to elicit a reaction from me. I've already made great progress in breaking the 2 yr on/off cycle of our dysfunctional relationship. Now I want to stop reacting to him pushing my buttons. I don't want to feel like/let HIM feel like he still has power over me. I want to take my life back.

Today I'd like to change my negative outlook. I want to try and find a positive in every situation. No matter how small of a positive, it can still bring a little brightness into my heart 💖

My thinking of never anything good can happen to me