Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

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Taking so long ( SO long) to finally start to use my gifts and talents and stop self sabatoging and allow myself to be me and enjoy life.
Not being stronger
For repeating past mistakes. Sometimes I beat myself up mentally for allowing people to be close to me and then they hurt me. I just have to be stronger and know when to walk away from toxicity.
Missing him again.
For not doing enough to be better.
not being enough to be worthy of love.
Not being productive and procrastinating.
@Cuddlebeauty91 we are two now.
Today I forgive myself for not being there when my wife passed away. Something that has always bothered me, as I felt she would have recovered if I had been there. The truth is, she would not have. Her time was up.
Being a physical and mental mess
Getting two Ds in calculus