Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

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taking the blame for my family's abusive behavior towards me and trying so hard to win thier love.
For being different from what I used to think about myself as excuses.
I forgive myself for taking so dang long to learn that I need to live for what brings my vibes up, supports me, makes me feel alive and brings me joy. And the big thing: I forgive myself for taking so dang long to learn that I deserve this.
For my weakness and cowardice in front of bigger ppl, for my childish fear which I didn't save myself from.
For being unable to face real world due to this fear and insecurity and fail again at work.
For being any kind of blind, unjusty, childish or wrong in communication with my bf.
I forgive myself for not being able to handle crisys in relationship and my own part of it.
I forgive myself for ruining my best relationships with the man I truly loved, respected and thanked every day of being together.
For being a mess and be so scewed
For my weakness which is betraing myself over and over again, unfortunately :(((
I forgive myself for not knowing how to be a good friend all the time.
Not liking myself, I'm the person that wants to make everyone laugh but feels like I'm dying inside, today I forgive myself for these feelings, it has to get better its been so many years since I really liked myself I'm not sure I really know what it would feel like anymore.
Not being able to get over my unrequited love