WHAT IF....[insert something insanely positive]

WHAT IF she says yes

It rained puppies and Christmas

My parents never had to work another day in their life. That way they can retire away from my hometown and I can live away from them. I'm 26 and unemployed and feel lots of pressure to work from them.

What if... I really can pursure my dreams of acting??

What if... I really can inspire people??

What if... I really can beat my mental illness??

What if I land a role in a local musical, which I have always wanted to do, and get to keep acting even beyond that?

What if I produce my music and it actually takes off?

What if I'm actually someone that people genuinely enjoy spending time with?

What if people actually like my singing voice instead of them complimenting me as a consolation prize?

What if....

I could get my life organised and stick to a healthy routine of every day.

I could ease my Chronic Pain.

I could be genuinely happy every day with no depression or anxiety.

I could get through life without needing my giant piles of medications all day.

I no longer had anxiety, had a job I could love, a small house I could live in and love, and a pet~

I did not have any depression or anxiety and I could live my life to the fullest?

I finally got that idea I have been seeking for so long so that I could enroll in the program I desire the most?

What if... My needs and wants were finally understood and met? I'd be given what I wanted all my life and I could be the happiest person that I always wanted to be!

I'd feel not alone, important and loved.

I'd die with no regrets.

EVERYONE ACCEPTED EVERYBODY FOR WHO THEY ARE?!?!?!?!