WHAT IF....[insert something insanely positive]
What if I could tell my boyfriend all the bullshit in my head without him getting too stressed about it, or treating it like it's not serious, or telling his entire bloody family so I feel like a nutter next time there's a sort of get together.
What if my trainer didn't understand EVERYTHING that's in my mess and I wasn't getting this super weird connection with him, the kind of thing I've never felt before with anyone, the kind of thing that is making my other slowly more confident again and she just may make an appearance.(this one isn't really a positive "what if" but whateva lol)
what if all the things people were afraid of, thought they needed to fear, that held them back from being all they can be, blossoming in the most beautiful ways, was really mostly just that horrible inner critic being mean and manipulative, and really nothing at all externally to be afraid of.
liberation from fear for so many....aaaah!!
What if... Christians weren't persecuted for their beliefs?
What if...life was easy!
we could fly!!!
What if there was no hatred, violence, intolerance or racial or any other biases, how beautiful this world would be.
We stopped to give hugs to everybody that passed by!
What if one day this all becomes worth it
I could learn to be happy and self confident. The stress and anxiety would deplete.
I could tell him I'm moving on without the fear of being alone. What if he just stopped the nonsense.
What if I had wings ? I would have flew away and never come back