that miricals do happen.
i was a good kid and thought that some fairy/angel will come n ask me one wish i want the most...
and i'll ask for Love and Happiness forever.
WHen you hit puberty you chose your gender,
@calmZebra60 I can sort of backup that logic. I mean when children are born they do not have a sense of gender fully engrained in their minds. So they tend to see their adult self as a different new gender, as well as people around them. So just the fact they could make this distinction in their minds literally are separations of themselves, thus making boys and men 2 different genders and girls and women the same way. By appearances, motivations, and by simple reasoning if an alien species (or a beastly one like myself) saw this they might conclude that yes you do have 4 different or even 6 different genders from just a photograph or captured specimens. (Not counting transgenders of course) I threw in two separate points due to the teenage years of course. So for this, don't stop believing in your logical mind you had when you were a kid :)
...one day I would ride horses in yellow fields with Queen Anne's Lace, and I would be free from my family's alcoholism, abuse, sadness. Free.
That life was full of joy and laughter.Everything was bright and colorful. Little did I know that it was all a disillutionment that I'd conjured in my head. As life is nothing but a dark room filled with disappointments and heartache.
I believed that having emotions was a bad thing, and that I was so different (in an not so positive way.)
But now, I've believe all emotions are going to be there, but to accept them and make them more positive. So if I'm really frusturated, instead of shutting down, I've been talking about it or writing it out, then crumpling up that paper and throwing it away,
That everyone had at least a little good in them, everyone could change. But now as an adult I see the world as it is. There are some people who do not have a single shred of good left in them and laugh at other people's misery. It's sad really.
I would enjoy life.
That I would always be the happy positive child. Turns out I was wrong...
@Laura
It's funny but I was sure there was a shark in the pool and I never wanted to go in x)
@Zombii I'll save you from the shark😎 hope your well sky aka imaginative jar
that life would get better and that people could help me. Learned all too well it was just a stupid lie.
