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FlightMedic38
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts296 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes37 Current upvotes37 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceSeptember 30, 2026
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Final goodbye to my little sister
General Support / by FlightMedic38
Last post
9 hours ago
...See more My family and I say our final goodbyes on Saturday to my little sister Gabby. It’s been a week now without you here and it’s been extremely difficult for me to adjust without you here. Words can’t describe how much I miss you and how broken my heart is. I wish I could just give you a big hug and tell you how sorry I am that I wasn’t there for you when you needed me. I know you aren’t suffering anymore and are in a happy place with God. You are now my Angel from above that is looking out for me and down at me. I saw you in your casket when we were arranging your funeral plans for you. You looked so Beautiful and peaceful I gave you a kiss on your forehead, I cried and cried to wish you just wake up but I knew you wouldn’t and you were gone. You looked like you were at peace and just free of all the struggles you were going through. I still have your note and your video to watch and read that you left for me. I love you Gabby and I am blessed and happy that you are my one and only little sister that I’ll ever have. Mom and dad are doing okay, better than me. But I promise I’ll keep look out for them and the others. I miss you Gabby and I love you ❤️. Sleep peacefully my Beautiful Angel 👼❤️😢🫂😘.
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New
General Support / by FlightMedic38
Last post
18 hours ago
...See more Hello my name is Alex. I just joined a week ago. I have to say I have enjoyed this app, and to those listeners who I have connected with you know who you are 👍. Thank you and I hope I can find help and comfort moving forward with this app.
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Thank you to those who serve
General Support / by FlightMedic38
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1 day ago
...See more Whoever is a First responder on here like me, fire, EMS, law enforcement, or medic. Thank you for all you do! And remember your mental health matters too 👍❤️
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Put on leave
Depression Support / by FlightMedic38
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2 days ago
...See more My boss called me. Him and his administration team told me as of Monday yesterday that I am being put on leave for my mental health after the death of my little sister. Which means I cannot return to work for a while and that I need to see a therapist and doctor before returning to my flight medic position/duties. I’m upset about this, but I also understand where they are coming from. Us medics need to be emotionally and mentally stable. And unfortunately I am not at this time. Guess it’s time to get the help I need for the loss of my sister and my mental health in general. I’ll miss my medics and our team but at this time it’s best I take a break and get the help I need.
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Blaming myself
Depression Support / by FlightMedic38
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Monday
...See more I keep asking myself and blaming myself why I wasn’t there for my little sister when she needed me. I don’t know what to do or how to even accept that she’s gone. I haven’t and won’t accept it but I know I need to, just don’t know how to or how to go about it.
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Funeral arrangements
Grief & Loss / by FlightMedic38
Last post
Monday
...See more We planned my little sisters funeral yesterday. Hardest thing I’ve ever had to do and done in my life. Life is so hard for me right now. I don’t wanna say my goodbyes to her but I know I have to. My heart is lost now with her gone I wish I could have help her but it’s too late. 😔😢💔
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Loss of my little sister
Grief & Loss / by FlightMedic38
Last post
Saturday
...See more I received a phone call from my parents today. I lost my little sister today. She passed away. She was only 20. I’m in deep shock and just now wondering what happened and why I wasn’t there to help her when she needed me. 💔💔😢. My heart is broken to pieces now
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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by FlightMedic38
Last post
October 1st
...See more Hello, my name is Alex! I just joined today. Looking for support and friends. Been struggling lately with alcohol and need help with trying to sober up.
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