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Maeeeeebae999
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Remember you are loved and you are enough, Never forget that
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⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ☽ {𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝑷𝒂𝒈𝒆!} ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ


𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎➳ Mae 

𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚜➳  I use any prefred is she/they 

𝙾𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚜➳ No no 

𝚂𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢➳ Gender fulid , Pansexaul 


『𝑭𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔』

𝙵𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎: @LynLyn87

                      @maxisthebest 


❝I have lesbians❞-Echothedragon

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Nicknames : 

Mae Mae (Only Lynie lyn) 

Maeley waeley (Only Maxi <3) 


Best friends on here : 

Lynie Lyn 

Julian 

Famousturtle 

Rio

Finny

Peach 

Noah (I love u sm noah and miss u/p) 

R.I.P  Zek I love u sm my love I miss you everyday 😭 Feb 20th 2008-Apirl 12th 2021

I think depression is a challenge life throws at the toughest people hoping we can make it out of it. 


fun fact : Studying psychology at 14 gonna do collage to major in it 


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My Life story
Depression Support / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 7 hours ago
...See more Please note I am only 15 and only remember so much.  Also fake names.  Tw/ Sh, SA, Suicide, Melostation, Mental abuse  So my life started on May 1st, 2009, I was born to a teen mom who didn't know how to raise a baby...My dad wasn't in my life much but my mom got a new boyfriend let's call him Nick, She was only with him for a little while but as a little almost one-year-old I became attached and loved the *** out of Nick, Soon my mom broke up with him and got with my current stepdad who I shall call Randall when I was 1 my real dad was still in and out of my life until I was 3 and then I completely forgot Randall isn't my real dad and I began to feel bad as a little kid and forced myself to love him even though I didn't like him.  This was because I thought he was my real dad I thought me not loving him was weird and very wrong. Then that led me to doubt myself till I was like 4ish then we moved to Florida to be closer to Randall's family, Then I ended up loving them all they were all great and I could have never been the person I am right now without them Anywho At this point I got put in preschool. I had this teacher who loved me to death and I loved her I was being a good little kid going to church singing in the church choir, When Randall and my mom told me they were getting married I bout *** myself out of fear. I thought it was the end of my life, But in the end, I was forced to call him dad since I was 1 year old. As we were preparing for the wedding. My uncle came down to Florida and I thought everything was okay. Then my uncle started acting weird making me do things I didn't wanna do with him I thought it was wrong but he always threatened me. Still to this day, nobody knows the full story of what happened with him. He never got arrested because what they caught him doing was not major enough to arrest him for (In their opinion.)  Imma finish this in a minute I need finish home work and tlk to my mom. 
Turtle and Maes secret land no peeking
Pen Pals / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Tw suicide ///////// I surieved a suicide attempt last night and no one knows  @Famousturtle101  
To my ex.
General Support / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more (Fake names) I’m sorry, that I was never good enough for you, I  know you have moved on with your life and we are friends but being friends hurts so bad. I want to be able to hold you as you cry and tell you how good you're doing without it being weird. To be honest I’m glad you're happy just not so happy that it’s my best friend you're happy with. I know I'm the one who let go that night, But I don’t think you understand if I could go back in time I would stop myself from being suspicious of M and accusing you and I would stop myself from talking to B tell myself it will lead to trouble I will make it to were I  only speak to you and I would never question M. I loved you so much the questioning and consent overthinking got to be too much though. I’m glad you found a home in another girl who isn’t me because lets face it I’m no ones home. The only people I cam please is my family and I disappoint them too. I know the night I left was a relief for you because that means you could go home. Even though it hurts to admit M is better then me by a lot shes more sexaul then me and she will be on call aand talk 24/7  which I  couldn’t. Kinda hard to process that just October I was planning our wedding and wondering what our kids would look like now im sitting here in a classroom writing a letter you will never see  . I miss you and always will but for now I will sit back and be friends.  Love, the worthless ex. 
TW//// SA , Substance use.
Relationship Stress / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 Sunday
...See more So we met in October during hoco and he has a gf his gf talked *** abt him to me so like a good friend i let him know as a good friend I was w a guy who was acting distant at the time. So I told my ex his girl was talking ***, He got with someone he knew that same day. Later like 3 days later that girl ended things with him I noticed him being sad and quiet and shaky in class I tried to ask but he said he didn't wanna talk about it, I told him that's fine. The day after we were on call and he admitted his feelings for me and I told him I liked him to cuz I did...So we got together and I introduced him to my online best friend thinking I could trust her. I noticed a week into the relationship he alr was forcing me to touch him down there his excuse was "I know you like it" When i didn't it triggered tf out of me and I told him this and he said a relationship ain't *** with out sexaul ***. After this, I noticed him getting closer and closer with my best friend they called way more with out me he left calls with me as he got on call with her so I got scared of losing him and added Pics on my eyes only which he had the pass too and then the pain go too much. I got high and went to my ex and told him everything as he took advantage as I was high and made out with me, I told my current boyfriend and he said if I wasn't sexual I was cheating I ended things. Still, he begged me back and then he got even closer with my bsf I noticed so December cuz this all happened in November I ended ***. I loved him. I wanted him back. But I messaged him tofind out he got with my best friend legit the day after. I got mad went off, From Jan-now we were friends we fought a lot tho with him *** talking me to him totally degrading me but when I said something it was always he had so much going on this week he and his girlfriend broke up and me and him got back an hour later (Ik that was *** up of me). It lasted two days enough to get attached and he told spit in my face called me a *** asked to be siblings again and then got back w his ex now he's telling her *** that didn't happen.  @tealSquare5955  
Hangout for lovely peeps
Pen Pals / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 7 hours ago
...See more Hi Hi!!! So since I'm on a break from thy group chats, I wanted this to be a forum to keep up with all my lovely friends. You can tag me here and I will respond If I don't tag you please do not respond. (Tagging people I don't already have a forum with)  Peeps who can respond :  @EchoTheDragon @Maxiisthebest @Avyisking  (Only people I ain't have a forum for yet) 
Partial break-No more groupchats
General Support / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 April 18th
...See more Hey Lovlies I love you! But I need a week or 2 too myself I will be in Pms and forums only at late nights and very begging of the mornings I love everyone I have met on here yall have made it easier to live and hope yall are still around when Im back to bein my normal almost on all the time self! Love ~Mae Tagging freindos : @LynLyn87 @Finny17 @DarkerPlaces @understandingLychee812 @alixthebest @unassumingeyes @lgbteario @maxiisbest @Maxiepooh         (Sorry for the ones who I didn't tag I love u all) 
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Pen Pals / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 April 17th
...See more @twerp @Vaporeon431 Here
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Pen Pals / by Maeeeeebae999
Last post
 April 17th
...See more @understandingLychee812 Hi!!!!!!  
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