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mochimaggi
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Worthless
Relationship Stress / by mochimaggi
Last post
 May 29th, 2021
...See more I'm 21 and I have a boyfriend of 2 years. I moved states to be with him, his parents bought a house for us, he's a great guy with a great family and he's never done anything wrong to me. I feel like I mooch off of him because he's older than me (26) and I live in his parents house. He still pays for all the groceries and bills and stuff, I just don't feel like it's even at all. We have a small business together, but it's mostly him doing all the work and my name just gets slapped on it, I don't feel like I deserve it. I have another job but it's not high paying, I didn't finish school, I didn't finish my degree, I don't have a career or a goal for one, I guess I don't have dreams of my own. Even the business is his dream. I just feel very trapped recently and I literally just broke down because I couldn't even hold it in anymore just started sobbing. I don't have anything to my name, all my investments are bc of my boyfriend, I didn't do anything to deserve to live in this house his fam bought for us. I just feel super hopeless and trapped and unsuccessful and worthless.
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I’m emotionally cheating on him
Relationship Stress / by mochimaggi
Last post
 May 18th, 2021
...See more My ex (well more like someone I had a really strong connection with no relationship) texted me recently. After about two years of no communication. He added me on Snapchat and I was like ?? So I accepted and asked him what he was up to. I guess I’m just really bored with my relationship rn and the opportunity presented itself (on like the one day where me and my bf were having a rough patch. Like a sign). But anyways, me and my ex have been talking for like 2 days now. I’m half filled with guilt and the other half filled with excitement bc I really liked this guy, and it was never the right time or place for us to be together. I never knew I had it in me to be able to do this. But it feels so bad and yet so right at the same time? Idk
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My first love texted me yesterday..
Relationship Stress / by mochimaggi
Last post
 April 29th, 2021
...See more I’m in a relationship already, two years! But my first love and I were madly in love, just the timing wasn’t right and the location wasn’t right. Yesterday he texted me and we chatted for about 6 hours, I’m ashamed to say I was all giddy and excited like I was young again. I’ve always fantasized about this moment... when our timelines eventually lined up. I don’t know.. what would you guys do? Is it alright that I still have feelings for someone I knew 4 years ago?
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I’m so mad all the time after quitting smoking
Addiction Support / by mochimaggi
Last post
 October 20th, 2021
...See more 1 month nicotine free and I’m so ducking mad ALL. THE. TIME. everyday I wake up and I try not to be ducking angry but the LITTLEST. things will piss me the F off and I just can’t anymore. I’ve resorted to pulling out my hair, scratching myself, hitting my head to try and take out that anger on myself and not my poor boyfriend. I still end up taking it out on him and it makes him sad which makes me sad and then I just become depressed for the rest of the day. I can’t do this anymore I want my normal personality back and I want my old life back. I’m literally in tears writing this I want to (edited by FM Asherwolfice)
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How do I feel fulfilled
Relationship Stress / by mochimaggi
Last post
 February 14th, 2021
...See more How do I make my heart feel emotionally fulfilled when I tell my partner about how I’m feeling. I tell him what I’m feeling when I’m depressed, and he either A. Offers activities to do B. Sits there awkwardly and doesn’t say anything. I just feel like he’s not giving me the deep conversations that I want. I’ve been depressed for about a month now and he says that he’s “tired of walking on eggshells” around me. Everytime I bring up how I’m feeling now he just kind of exits and goes to his corner. Ok yes I’m having mood swings because I literally quit smoking nicotine after 2 years of smoking last month. I’m still cranky. But I think it’s uncovering something that was hidden by the nicotine addiction and it makes me sad that I can’t talk to him about it.
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I feel trapped
Relationship Stress / by mochimaggi
Last post
 February 14th, 2021
...See more I moved to a new state with him, we bought a house, we have a cat together, a business together... we do everything together.
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