Hard to get out of bed today
Yesterday I started with hope and positive vibes. I got a lot done. And then, due to other people, my day started to slide. It seems like this is how every day has been lately. Other people are affecting my mood, my anxiety.
Today I just am finding it hard to get out of bed. I literally just grabbed my laptop and brought it back to bed because I really don't want to do anything. I have to do a lot...but I don't want to.
So many other people are affecting me and I am struggling to prevent it. But I know I can't.
I'm tired. I just want to have some fun and relax and be normal.
@thoughtfulmomma- i think we have shared this dilemma- mine is simply a big pity party. Trying to find a reason to get up other than clean up the mess, cook and start over. I cant use the excuse that other people are upsetting me- or maybe i can. Been alone for weeks and it is getting harder every day. Glad to hear you at least had a good day yesterday- you are one up on me.