I went to draw to a cafe shop to not stay isolated at home despite my anxiety

One of the things i had been afraid of is :people thinking I am not doing anything if they see me in public drawing.

I had been for many many years isolated playing video games and lately doing art, but the more i stay away from people the more it becomes difficult to get integrated into society and i become quite paranoiac with anxiety depression, etc.

From my house there is quite a lot of cars noises which i hate , but today this pushed me to go to a coffee shop to do art, I was quite anxious at first and afraid of going to such place, but i went.

While on the coffee shop drawing, i was nervous, but i started to get used to. I thought some 2 women were having bad reactions when they saw me, and part of me wanted to go and argue with them, but I know that i tend to become paranoiac and create problems out of nowhere, cause me not understanding the world around me, so i thought, I am not used to this, so it will get me time to get used to this and understand people. For now just try to remain calm, keep drawing and relax , and enjoy being outdoors in a coffee shop sketching while the sun is shining and its a lovely day.

At all this one of my other fears was the coffee shop being expensive, i just ordered a bottle of water so its the minimun it requires to remain at the place. was expensive, but it was good that i went out. Now i am heading to the gym, and i might sketch after the gym i the cofee shop from the gym ^^ after lifting weights.

have a nice day, and thanks for reading ^^

and here i am sharing some digital drawings i did ^^