One reason I an nervous for the new year is.....

Im not gonna change

My parents said I need to find a friend who can become my brother and Is roommate before the next semester is up to help pay for the townhouse they got us. I have poor social skills and have so far made only one friend who I rarely see and speak with so yah Im nervous about that

I'm scared that things won't change and get better

I don't want it to be like this year. At least the bad parts

I'm nervous about the new year being too similar to this passed year. I'm learning to manage a chronic illness and juggle a high stress job that I'm relatively new to, and I feel that I haven't been able to find a work-life balance. I'm either working so hard I'm exascerbating my illness, or taking so much time away from work in an effort to soothe my body; I'm afraid this year will be more of the same roller coaster of illness and stress, and that I won't succeed in making adjustments to find balance.

- that I will never get better, I will always be trapped in this depression, loneliness and anxiety. I just need everything to end son. I need my life to end soon.

I'm scared I'm going to mess up the biggest exam of my life and harm my future, including my family.

Well, definitely passing my year at university

I fear that old bad habits will return and depression will win again.

I feel like time is passing too quickly and I