One situation that I feel sad about right now is....
I feel betrayed. I fear that my friends only see me as an emotionless figure and take advantage of my kind nature. This has happened to me repeatedly including just a few days ago.
That he is cheating and not caring about me at all :(
I've had a cousin and an aunt over from South Africa for two weeks and they leave tonight, and I feel like I haven't spent enough time with them. My brother, who's like my support, is away in Vietnam at the moment, and I can't contact him.
I'm sad that I missed out on university. I could have had a degree, done something with my life. 5 years already and I've done nothing but work as a housekeeper and play video games, while acting like a surrogate mother to my younger brothers while my parents bicker at each other.
@Littlepear I'm sort of in the same boat. My parents fight a lot and I feel like it's my responsibility to care for my younger siblings. However, I've realized recently that I can't do everything for them. It's more important to take care of me right now. I'm working and going to college, and I'm trying to make a life for myself. You should still go to uni if you want to. Don't let your parents ruin your life. I believe in you!
@Kittybear25 Thanks for the kind words :) I hope you succeed too!
is that I couldn't feel any emotions at all anymore. It's like I'm empty. It's like I am dead inside
I don't have a best friend (mainly want a girl friend) who can hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay and that they will forever stay by my side
In 18 years, none of the 14 psychiatrists/psychologists I've seen were able to give me the help I actually need and I feel really sad about it.
I am sad about the fact that I gave my daughter up for adoption. It was the right thing to do, I have nothing to offer, no money, don't even have a place of my own to live, nothing. The family I picked out is wonderfully perfect, and they send me pictures and videos constantly, but I am still so very sad. I wanted to be the one to raise her and care for her and give her the world. Now I'm just a backseat observer. It's been almost 2 weeks since I gave birth and since I saw her and held her last. I just feel so sad whenever I think about it. She was so perfect and I wanted to keep her forever. It's a sadness I can't escape from. I feel so alone.
Knowing that i was in the capability of changing myself,to be a better and more focused person.I could feel that intense pull in my chest that wanted me to really do it but for some mysterious reason i couldnt make myself do it.The eyes ofthe people around me kept me from doing so,so i blamed myself for my stupidity and cowardness and it depressed the hell out of me that i was going to be this version of me for my entire life.
I know that i can, i can feel it but HOW?!
I wanted too so much to change,so much.
If finally i did,id be happy for my life.Find something interesting for me to love the world.
PLEASE.
I DONT WANT TO BE THIS.FOREVER .
I'm sad because my family is going through a rough time and I feel like I can't help my siblings even though I want to.
