When I was younger I worried a lot about....
My looks
Mom and Dad's divorce
My future~
1. My dad getting aggressive with me.
2. My being homosexual and someone finding out. (Which I am.)
3. Never having any friends.
Being smart enough
Being good enough
Being liked and accepted.....having friends.
It still haunts me as a 55 yr old.......now I am about to turn 56 and am struggling harder than I ever have to just keep myself from being homeless and having food to eat. I am on the verge of being 56 and homeless at the the time of year we are supposed to be thankful and giving. The world can be so hard and cruel.....I am praying for a miracle.
@bgdave *virtual hugs* im so sorry that you have to go through all this. but im sure it will all be better soon. i have full faith in you :) *more hugs*
@Mountainmystic777
Thank you Hugs 🤗. I wish things were going better. I lost my father 3/11/19 and have been struggling with a permanent spinal pain condition. I am trying to get my insurance company to approve my doctors request to give me nerve block test injections. The first request was denied so she is appealing the denial. To make things worse I don
My appearance 😞
I worried about how or if I should talk to someone about these new feelings/lack of feelings, and why I felt the way I did.
As a small child, I worried far too much about money and whether I might end up homeless someday, with no one to help me. I still have this worry from time to time, sadly.
Grades, friends, family drama, weight
People liking me and having friends also measuring up to the other kids.