Welp

@bipolardollii

That's it

The relationship is officially over cause i lost my cool and had another episode

I attacked my partner in a way to lash out and he defended himself, striking me in the process

I lost a loving relationship and earned a black eye due to my bipolar disorder

I hate my life. 

I am hearing this - I am going to explode! The lid has popped out - I wont keep it filtered any longer. I am bubbling with frustration and I wont hide it!!

Thanks for your openness and honesty here - It sounds like you want more support around how to regulate your emotions and not act on any insecurities you feel .

Relationships can bring out both your strengths and weaknesses. This is a very sensitive time and moment of reflection for you both. 

You both will process in your own time healthier coping strategies - good luck. 

I signpost you to https://respectphoneline.org.uk/ which is support for individuals who need help in how they process relationships. 

@bipolardolli

I'm sorry for the weight you are carrying🫂🫂❤️ tight hugsssss🫂🫂🫂💖💖