Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
there's no reason for me to feel how i do, yet somehow i still feel hopeless. some days are better than others, but recently all days have been bad. i know it'll get better but it's still hard in the moment.
I seem to be pushing away everybody. I know that if they are moving away from me, it is their decision and not mine. But I have been open and honest and standing up for myself. And feeling like I am losing the few people in my life really sucks.
I feel quite saddened today. At the same time, anxiety with school assignments, with weekly deadlines~
@Laura
I feel so lazy, don't feel like doing anything. Especially daily chores suck. All I want to do is adventure stuff.
Feeling really angry, I want to quit my job and move off the grid. People can be so rude.
I want to quit my job today. The toxic atmosphere is horrible and the narcissistic manager makes life unbearable.
@powerfulMaple1852
God bless you, Maple. Try to hang in there until you find a new job. Toxic jobs are not worth it. If the management is only adding to the problems and not trying to fix the problems, it's time to go. I wish you the best.
Yesterday, the jerks who live downstairs from me and behind me were playing their stereo so loud that my bedroom walls were buzzing for over 30 minutes. This is not the first time. I tried calling the office but it was after 8pm and they apparently don't have an answering service. So while I was waiting for someone to answer their phone, I lost it and banged on the walls. I don't want to be that person, but I couldn't take it anymore. I ended up emailing the property manager but she only said she would check to see if the courtesy patrol was on the property. Surprise, he wasn't.
I just moved into this place in May. I love the place except for a couple apartments full of disrespectful and dangerous *** like these people. And oh joy, I'm sure they are just going to blare their stereo even louder and longer tonight.
@purpleTree4652
I forgot to even say how this makes me feel. I actually feel badly and am embarrassed and feel like I am the one the neighbors will all blame. Ugh.
I feel as though I'm alone, down and empty
I feel like I'm the cause of my pain and the scars that I have frm trauma
I feel like nothing can make me feel normal
I have such a lack of motivation, I have tons of things that need to be done but no energy to do them.i have baking, cooking, cleaning, laundry vacuum....I get overwhelmed just thinking it.
I hurt physically all the time. I'm just ready to give up.
@powerfulMaple1852
I dont have any motivation either. i have homework and i just want to sleep. but i dont want to give up. what are we to do?
*** bad *** do you understand that ?