One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I'm feeling sad that the person I love is distressed. im being pushed away and pulled back, but keep telling myself it has to do with me, its someting i did. I know it doesn't, due to her own internal struggles she deals with. It just saddens me to see her so beat up and out of her element.
One thing I am feeling sad about today is no matter how hard I try to apologize to my lover, he never says he forgives me
The fact that no one bothers to help me anymore.
That yesterday I felt just so awful that I didn't even study. I've had days like this but never right on exams and I feel worthless for that
The fact that no matter how much I try I just can't control the irrational thoughts in my head from taking over
One thing I'm sad about today is that the ones who swore to support me decided that I am no longer worth supporting.
My failure to concentrate in school
Is ugly and guilt. Knowing I'm not good enough plus I let people down. People have it worse. Just hate myself.
One thing I am feeling sad about today is ...
My friend Max was taken by the police to the mental health hospital here in our city last night. His girlfriend told me he was injuring himself and talking extremely down (like "Why continue living" and such). I am so thankful she called a friend - who called her mom - who called the police so that Max would get some help.
I know it will help him to be at the hospital and get some intense treatment, but I am just so sad for him.
I'd like to go visit, especially because weekends at the hospital can be SOOOOO boring. But I'm not sure if I can (or if he would want me to come). ~ Platy
@Laura @rozie @Pinkfluffyunicorns8706 [[ @moj - no special reason dear Moj - I was just thinking of you today. Are you well? <3 Platy ]]
@cyanPlatypus6370
Oh Platy. so sorry to hear this.. my thoughts are with you and Max and his girlfriend. praying that you will know when to go and visit him. x
@cyanPlatypus6370 sorry to hear you were sad. How is Max doing? Have you had an opportunity to visit with him since you posted here? You are right, a visitor on a weekend can be really nice, helpful in breaking up the time.
Thanks for thinking of me and tagging me Platy. You asked if I was doing alright, it hasn't been so good for me. However I just will keep plugging along. Today is a better day for me, other than feeling kind of sick, so I'm trying to play catch up on some stuff and finally dive into the notifications that have piled up here at 7cups! 
I miss interacting with you all, but the way my body and energy have been lately, I just can't seem to do much extra. So that's me in a nutshell, lol.
Anyway, I hope your friend is doing a bit better and is getting the help that he needs at the hospital and if he celebrates Christmas, that he will have the opportunity to come home for celebrations.
