One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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Terrible.
Yeah that's pretty much it, I'm going to sleep and wish something better happens today but every day is either the same or worse. After all that I'm sick, and have no one to talk to.
Groggy
used
self-sabotaging
pressured
worried
alone
Relieved and ashamed
Relieved as I recently found put an evaluation from 2012 was wrong and I truly am still and always was autistic/neurodiverse.
At the same time though I feel ashamed as it is partly what pushed some treasured friends away; that and can essentially confirm that those same friends have forever lost all respect for me and I am forever exiled from their life and reconciliation is not allowed and I have to be happy about it (I'm not)
All because of an assumption, a misunderstanding, a mistake that I feel like shit about everyday.
Hard not to feel like they lost all respect for me, they won't even flip me the bird or say 'f%&k you'; they just ghost as if I don't even exist.
@lycan9826, that's particularly shi**y treatment when people ghost you. Just remember that it says more about them than it does about you.
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