Someone starts telling jokes about fat people, suddenly stops, and looks at me and starts apologising. I've been on a diet for 4 years now, I've lost almost all the weight I had to, but nobody stops reminding me of being chubby. This just ruins all my dreams that some of the people just doesn't care of how I look like.
When I cant decide which to choose my heart or my brain.
When I know whats is right or wrong but I cant really tell which gonna be better for me.
When men don't respect females and don't listen to what we say
I think about how Im holding myself back from doing the things I want to do in life because the fear of others judging me.
i feel the most sad when i get triggered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel the most sad when things quiet down and I start reflecting on my life.
I also feel the most sad a few weeks before my birthday~
