One word to describe my depression is ....

Cancerous

Painful

Fatigue.

heavy

soul-sucking

Overbearing

'fuck-this-i-dont-care'-ness

Or 'i-dont-care-about-anything' - ness..

A word to describe my depression cannot be expressed in only a word, i have been in cases where in the only feeling i feel is to cry myself to the solum slience of death and rot until i am no more.

Messy

haunting