One difficult life situation I am facing right now is....
Starting at my new job and I'm being put all over the place. I'm worried about all the shifts I'm taking. Will I be burnt out so quickly? I love my job but i need to balance my job/self-care... I'm worried I won't be fit for this.
Dealing with a dead relationship where I care about him just enough that I can't get the "I want to split" words out when I look at him. I'm depleted. I'm miserable. I want to start fresh. I just feel stuck.
Feeling unwanted by all around me
Me too @amazon123bedazzled
My sleep pattern this week 1 night of no sleep; 1 night of sleep; and one night of no sleep. I lay very still with my eyes closed thinking some part of my body will get some rest.... my brain is slipping into stupidity with sparatic rest... my matra is: dont trust your thoughts, dont trust your emotions.... you do not react to any stimuli immediately....absorb what is said to you before you speak... be kind.... my next few months will be brutal
I feel as though im just a background person in everything. Im always shut down when i talk, people walk away in the middle of me talking to them, or someone starts a conversation over me and drowns me out. This has happened my whole life, with all different friends and even my family. I feel alone when im with all my friends, and feel that no one really knows me at all.
@KoalaBearP I felt that way my whole life too until a couple years ago, I know how terrible that feels. Get to know yourself and love yourself, enjoy spending time with yourself, and then maybe one day someone will walk into your life and make you feel seen. Until then see yourself and acknowledge your feelings, and if you can find a good therapist or someone else to talk to. Things only changed for me when I decided to be vulnerable and talk to someone, but at the same time I had to decide to help myself and work through stuff on my own. Journaling helps a lot too. Hope you find a way to connect with people soon... ✌🏻❤️
how to deal with perfection...idk is it bit being perfectionist bad thing but enyway can became exosted...I like to act strong as mounten...idk have some power...I used to have difrent view on life so learning to adapt...I am just tired of it and wish to feel just more alive...I am stuck about spiritual stuff...and I do see world like poetry, to me that seams normal. I love myself way I am with animals and nature...I am always bit making walls thought idk is that such bad thing. Than egain do I ever truly need to know all.
I have pain that might never go away. I
Im feeling sad.
My friend has gone to a new enviroment and becomes super busy and cannot reply me as much as before. He replied me once a week with little words. I know hes very busy and I know hes tried his best to reply me, to keep in touch. But... one mail a week, with 15 lines.
I dont understand the point of such contact now. Whats the point? There is basically no communication between us. I miss him and have so much that want to tell him. But I dont know what should I do now.
So fricking heart-shrinking.
Feeling sad an irritable all the time for seemingly no reason. Fearing that I'm going to do or say something stupid and push away those who love me and are trying to help.
School work and money